The last couple of weeks I have been having what is wrong
with me moments…not woe is me or I’m sad but just trying to figure out why not
me.
This is not a good place… I do live in my feelings but these
are feelings I do not want or need to have because at the end of the day I will
never know and really does it matter? When it’s for me it will be for me.
Anyhoo I went to see my parents this weekend and got to
spend a lot of time just talking to them. Not about anything in particular but
just chatting.
I got to catch up with my older nephew for a while.
When I went up to my room I had a coca cola can with my name
on it my brother had made for me…I have been wanting one because you know CaNesha was never going to be on one.
Before I left I swear my mother gave me enough food for a
month or longer.
I say all of that to say this…I may not have what I want and
who knows if/when I will get it but as I was driving back home I thought about
just how blessed I am and how some people would love to have the weekend I had.
None of this was major but it was all things that let me
know how loved I am and I really do have a lot.
Life is a roller coaster for me now on this journey to 40
literally but a weekend like I just had makes me appreciate what I do have.
Mr. Right may come one day but for now I still have a lot of
love surrounding me so today I am just thankful!
Signed,
Almost 40
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