I haven’t confessed in a while so it was time LOL!
Kierra Sheard has a song called My Flaws if you don’t know
it click the link below you will definitely be blessed.
Here’s a little bit
of it:
Sometimes I talk
a little too much Don't listen enough
Sometimes it's way too easy for me to beat myself up
Sometimes I hate the way I look when I look in the mirror
One look from you I know
My flaws
You love, you love my flaws
Think they make me beautiful
You don't see them as flaws at all
That's why
That's why, that's why I love you
Cause you are, you are the one who
The one who loves my flaws
She performed it last week on Sunday Best and it resonated
with me because at the time I was not thinking I look my best because my new
hair didn’t do what I wanted it to do (no judgment) so I didn’t feel pretty.
I always feel better
about myself when I feel like my hair is on point and my outfit is right but
when I heard this song it just reminded me that God loves me no matter what and
I should love myself just the same.
I am always finding things mainly physically that I think if
I change them men will start approaching me. But that is no way to think or
feel.
In addition to that a man doesn’t want to hear me critique
myself…men like a confident woman.
Please understand I’m not beating myself up daily but I
think I am hard on myself at times and it is something I want/need to work on.
As I am growing on this journey to 40 I am adding something
else to my list and that is to really, truly love myself flaws and all. And not
beat myself up for what some may see as an imperfection. I was created just the
way He wanted me to be.
There are a lot of things I am learning that I need to work
on…as much as I want/hope this blog is helping someone it is helping me in more
ways than I ever imagined.
At the end of the day I want to be truly and completely happy
with myself and I think 40 is a good age to get there.
So, I’m working on it…stay tuned there is definitely more to
come.
Signed,
Almost 40
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