Things I'm Trying to Grasp:
- Life will have crappy moments but they will not kill you
- Some people are mean just because
- Some people find joy in ruining yours
- You have to learn how to create your own happy
- Misery loves company
- People's opinions of me shouldn't mean SH&#
- People are stupid (not all but some)
- Laughing is always good
- I really need to stop giving AF
- I can't control anyone but myself
- God has my back regardless
- Getting older isn't a bad thing because the alternative kind of sucks
There are many more but I think you get the point. "This is Us" has to be one of the best shows right now on TV and this week I cried until I had a headache, nose running, eyes swollen it was bad.
What I realized as I went about my day yesterday is that part of the crying was the show but the other part was how I'm feeling about where I am right now in my life and what is going on around me. I am almost 40 years old and still trying to find a good happy. Still letting small things get to me, letting people ruin my day, week etc. and it has to stop.